ARS DOMESTICA
Steph Ellen Feeney
There’s a line of women
picking peaches warm as ovens
from the branches of my family tree,
and I break it, send my daughter
droopy-collared, crinkle-bowed,
scuff-toed to school, tell myself
she’s free, no dust in this dream,
till the second day of second grade,
when she asks me, worming into her tights,
Please. I sense them before I see them,
funk of sassafrass, gospel of bangles
on wrists, the unsaid I-told-you-so,
dresses so crisp. There’s a gap
in the line that they’ve held just for me,
and I take up my place, steam rising
from impossible pleats. Undiminished,
I polish her shoes, and learn from the hands
that learned from the hands that learned
from the hands at the front of the line
how to french braid her hair, which I do.
Every chin of every woman
in this line is on the uptilt.
Not pride, the sin, but pride,
the high bar vaulted.