LEAVING THE CITY
Zain Rishi
two brown boys kiss on the ramp by McDonald's
and I have this small feeling just a thought really
that Brum is not this big cultural melting pot it's
more like raw ingredients all sorts of them just
jumbled like the roads at Spaghetti Junction like
ivy scrawled on fancy white-brick pubs like night
falling in Sparkhill and you barely notice because
the air is so thick with sound you can practically
drink it there's this idea that you can take the man
out of Brum but the man is still the boy kissing
another boy goodnight the man is still the ball
bounding along the street at the neighbourhood
cricket match the man still wonders if anything
is ever beautiful beyond nostalgia but honestly
what is the city if not his own anatomy what is
the sky over Ladypool Road peeling from blue
to pink to navy if not another kind of skin what
is the word for the narrow path I will carve onto
this earth is it the rain I'll take to Scotland is it
the rotis I'll keep in the fridge or is it the blood
I felt beneath your lips when we kissed at the
threshold the lamplight bright as a comet the
sheen of rain on your skin when you told me
just go be stupid be beautiful somewhere else