DREAMCATCHER
Zahra Rafiq
Pellucid in deception you thread
Your calculations together in silk
Stitches. Of every crevice in my room
You chose the ceiling of the windowsill
A fault line crossing realities. The sun is not
Destined to rise for another 4 hours
But I am awake and dressed
4:30am in my business suit. I don’t think
You ever sleep, you’re relentless in
Furnishing your silvery home with more
Silver, a diaphanous mirror raging
In your puddle of dark. It fascinates me
A load bearing biomaterial stronger
Than steel. I want to be a bullet when I smile,
Lethal and promising and fast.
You weave them together in a sort
Of tapestry, your way of justifying your future
With tragedies. As if to remind me
You’re not the villain in this story.
Remember my blonde tresses, how they turned
To gossamer with ammonia persulfate –
There was no saviour here.
Suddenly you’ve stopped and you’re silent.
I begin to mourn, but then
Eight obsidian needles climb the web
Swallow the shooting star whole.