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FROM A CORRESPONDENT’S FAILED MEMOIR

Tim MacGabhann


Carlos hocks up phlegm. ‘This should’ve been fine.’

Outside: the dog-growl of pickup treads catching grit.

‘Try the room’s length, Carlos, you’ve done its width.’

‘That’s not funny.’ ‘We could do another line.’

‘Neither’s that.’ My voice is a flat yellow whine.

Comedown like a steel spade. My skull feels split.

I picture mangoes bleeding into roadside gravel.

‘C’mon, there’s coke caught in your card digits.

Knock it out — fixer says he’s a mile

away.’ Palm trees, colonial porticoes, humid dark.

Carlos at the open window deliberately spits.

His drool tapers down the terracotta tile.

I roll my lighter wheel, watch it spark.

Tim MacGabhann is an Irish novelist who divides his time between the UK and Mexico City. His first two novels, Call Him Mine and How to Be Nowhere, were published by Weidenfeld and Nicolson in 2019 and 2021. Other fiction, non-fiction and poetry also appears in The Stinging Fly, the Dublin Review, The Tangerine, Magma, Poetry Ireland Review, and Ambit.