Godspeed, etc.
Pascal Fallas
Maestro, ponder on: a home needs
a hiding place and how many
moments remain is uncertain
but there is still forever
a project
on the go even as the clock ticks down. You
are here with the instrument
following fair warning that this will be our last
time as no news remains naturally
no news: just smoke
from our cigarettes that rises
in wordless gestures to give up, disperse –
and I have given everything
else away, disencumbered being before it staled
as old beer stales and retreated
to my corner, unserious yet undergoing
serious times, and still trying
for renewal though the future
diarises blank. I needed a witness to notice
then disappear –
just as I will soon disappear
into the enigmatic fretboard’s polished rosewood,
blend with maple body and walnut neck, become
each string – and live
in vibration,
relation, assimilation to the room’s dimensions.
A performative going with the flow,
uh huh,
that will soon resonate instead as a small stack
of minor thirds – diminished, stuck
and awaiting relaxation, an easing
of state, a change
of chord. No requirement
for farewell words, never an embrace,
but privacy would be welcomed
for the last unmetered bars so notes
may be gathered
and declared resolved.