LITTLE IRONIES
Jared Collins
It’s not just recalling something otherwise lost.
It’s not even remembering what’s there to remember.
It’s running your cold hand under colder water and
making notes about what kind eyes your reflection has.
I’m not saying you will have kindness there, but
just noticing is kindness,
and either way the water bill can’t run as high
as your hormones at sixteen, or your friend or father’s
legs could help them jump… I’ve been noticing
little ironies in your speech lately, like ‘It’s not about
recalling something lost, it’s just finding your way
through a corn field on an overcast night’ –
Too many ears and stalks to touch them all, yet making way
for carrion by morning. See, it’s not the wind that finds you
it’s you that finds the wind.
Oh. Pain in a dream is just like
dental work. You get the crumbs of agony here and there
but on the other end will thank your loose memory –
Looser still than a blackberry rotting on its stem, or better yet,
cockles at the end of their tenancy. When each bud is squeezed
you take in new flavours, might just tighten your thumb
around the punctured thorn – new fuel mixing with new fuel.