PERMANENT

Cat Turhan 


 a comedian on the radio said

their mouths were ovals of despair

 hurricane-namers on the BBC

said after the earthquake it was

          worse

 the world behind its thick skin

answered

 I take a pulse

  you know when you need a really good cry

   you strap yourself

to a rock

 Pyrrha knows what I mean

when I say they never call storms

 something sexy like Aslan or Sheba —

   I want to be washed in permanent blue

 Bernadette offers saturation

streets with weak tea

that smell

letting the body know danger

 in the hospital dede finds

the only Turkish speaking nurse says

if he can’t go home he will defenestrate

the vocabulary of anger multiplies at the rate of

  bacteria

dad speaks five languages translates blame

into every one 

Cat Turhan is a poet based in North London, and her work has been published in various magazines including The Rialto, Anthropocene, Butcher’s Dog, Ink Sweat & Tears, Bath Magg, and Under the Radar. She is one of the three mentees on the inaugural iteration of the Out-Spoken Emerging Poet’s Mentoring Scheme. She won the 2021 Waltham Forest Competition (local category), and in 2019 and 2022 respectively was longlisted for the National Poetry Competition. Twitter: @Cat_Turhan, Instagram: @Cat_Turhan.