CYANOTYPES
Brad Beau Cohen
after ‘Self-Portrait with Ancestor’, 1990 by John Patrick Dugdale
I
that the pigment belongs to the olivewing
alone
that we don a fool’s blue
a trick in truth
that your lover’s iris
is just another clever structure
that its scales are stitched
to savage light
that our talents lie
in aposematic displays like these
that our strange warnings
could keep anyone close
II
that existing here
requires an artist’s trust in the shade
that borrowing the model’s eyes
shares the labour of creation
that you lie behind each pose
ghost and pentimento
that 19th-century alchemy
could remake the maker
that through its wintry focus
a lesion softens to forget-me-not
that to be stilled in its render
is to be again
III
that hunger for a spectrum
awakened as contagion
that our ancestors
trapped each shade in unison
that to see a colour
you must hook it with a word
that to name a thing
is to make it yours
that somewhere in our wide longing
we found blue at last
that it was there
feral and breathless
that before capture
it wandered